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by narcissus_b | 2007-03-31 18:37 | Miscellaneous
辞职
刚刚喝完回来,原因就是因为我辞职了,再也不用受那SB领导的气,准备在新的岗位上努力.
不过其实这样就走了真的有点不舍得,好不容易混熟了,大家经常一起出来聚餐和酒,最不舍得的还是某人,到现在还是那么喜欢她,可惜现在的机会好象越来越小的样子,心里真的蛮难受的,怎么想也不想不明白怎么会变成这样.真的很难得那么喜欢一个人,不过感情这东西真的没有办法勉强,不是你的怎么强求也没有用.只能看开一点了.除非奇迹会出现,不然估计最多也只能保持在朋友的阶段了.唉...
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by narcissus_b | 2007-03-29 03:36 | Miscellaneous
Boulevard of Broken Dreams
最近听GREEN DAY的Boulevard of Broken Dreams特别有感觉......

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I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But its home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
When the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walkin down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
And know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
When the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Til then I walk alone
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by narcissus_b | 2007-03-14 00:46 | mind
原来喜欢一个人很简单
每天一起床就不由自主的想起某人,静下来的时候也不由自主会想起她.
不是为了什么回报,只想怎么可以对她好,只要她愿意给机会我献一献辛勤也就满足了,有什么事需要帮忙的不管怎样也要做好,不是为了什么,纯粹因为喜欢,就算只有0.1%的机会也不想放过.
多少年了?已经多少年没有这种感觉了?感觉真的很神奇.
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by narcissus_b | 2007-03-11 23:35 | mind
顺其自然
酒醒了,人也该醒了,一辈子发一次酒疯也就够了.
勉强果然是没有好结果的,我也该看得开一点,自然一点.用微笑去面对任何事情,把所有的烦恼和悲伤都用微笑掩盖过去,让一切都顺其自然,这样才像是天秤的作风.身为天秤的我和身为天秤的骄傲,该是时候复活了.

Who knows what could happen
Do what you do just keep on laughing
One thing's true
There's always a brand new day
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by narcissus_b | 2007-03-07 10:39 | mind
dead
现在似呼已经没有什么希望了.为什么我要喝那么多,喝得神智不清,犯了一些无法弥补的错误.冲动是魔鬼,说得一点都没错,可能以后再也不会得到原谅,一切都是我咎由自取的.我真的不懂得怎样去追求一个人,从来没有考虑过对方的感受就乱说话,现在可能连道歉的机会也没有了,现在才来知道后悔已经没有用了,就让我的心这样死去吧.不然的话只话伤害了对方,同时也再次伤害自己.
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by narcissus_b | 2007-03-07 05:10 | mind
The fucking God is playing me
真TMD人算不如天算,两次重要的机会都因为一些事情流失了,日!

-----------------Cadillac加长版分割线-----------------

话说这加长版的车坐起来就是TMD舒服,昨晚和朋友出去玩,上半场玩完要转下半场的时候,某个朋友(家里是租婚车的)叫了辆加长版的Cadillac来车我们转场,做在里面的时候见到这车以外的人全都一直在看这车,虽然不是自己的车感觉也蛮爽的,可惜我坐的是中间,窗只有前面和后面的才能打开,不然我就打开窗跟路人打个招呼了...
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by narcissus_b | 2007-03-04 22:38 | mind